Monday, August 11, 2014 I came to STFD Jakarta to registration as student. I arrive on injury time there at 14.45. Lucky I decide exact, come use train not by bus from Cakung to Jakarta. After use train I advanced my journey with transport APB 04, from Kramat to Rawasari. Today is the end day to registration. Wow../ I success to registration. I fill the form, submit photo (my picture / image), and sertificate of scolar. I dialog with Ms Retno. Than I pay Rp 500.000 (?) for registration. I tranfer it at Rawasari. We dialog. "About identity card (KTP) later because I still mismanagement (urus) it. I only bring the old identity card that already completed the period validity (habis masa berlaku) aka (alias) out of date. About photo still process too. Can all it following (menyusul)?? I ask to Ms Retno as administration staff graduate (pasca sarjana) of Philosophy. "Okay," she said. I'm relief (lega). Than I go to Rawasari to transfer fee of test (Rp 500.000? 700.000?). Than I submit to Ms Retno. "Please come to test on Wednesday, August 13, 2014 at 18:00. It is entrance test. The entrance test about English," she said." kay, Ms Retno. I will come," I say. Than exit. I'm happy because can registration.
Monday, August 11, 2014.
I go to Jakarta. I permission to Mr.
Ben as Primary principal. I drive motor cycle. I save it at Cakung
station. I put motor cycle on open space. So when the rain come it
is get wet. I mistake to make decide. Than I use train. I
stop at Jatinegara station. I transit to the other train. I want to
Kramat. I stop Kramat station that use transport of 04 (APB 04) to
STFD. I pay Rp 2.000. I entrance to STFD campus. I arrive at 14:45
pm. I dialog with Ms Retno. I arrive on injury time. Lucky still
enough time. Than I go around Cempaka Putih to looking for place to
wash photo / wash cliche (klise) photo. I on foot. In red lamp
Mardani I meet with Mr.Nando. He drive motor cycle. We by the
way. "Where is place to wash cleche photo here?" I ask him. It is at
Matraman," he answer. "Okay," I answer. In last time in Jl.
Percetakan negara available it but already close now," I say in my
heart. Than I on foot to Matraman. I by pass Percetakan negara region,
Pasar Genjing, Pasar Pramuka, Matraman (near Busway shelter Busway). Mr.
Nando go to Matraman to give trining about Cricket . Mr. Nando is
coach of Cricket of Jakarta Province. I entrance to Fuji Film
Matraman. I pay Rp 100.000. "Please you take tomorrow," the Fuji Film
crew said. " Can I take on Wednesday, August 13, 2014? I ask. "Okay,"
they answer. Than I exit. In this afternoon the sky around Jakarta
is cloudly. Than the rain come. I shelter (berteduh) at Fuji and
Seven Eleven. I see people come to this palace while bring social
media. On seven Eleven there is Free Wifi. The big rain come. I
wait the rain stop to go back to Bekasi. The rain so long. When
stop foe while I start. I on foot to Kramat station. When I arrive
at Shop Furniture, near Pramuka Pasar/ market, the rain come again.
The time show at 18:00 pm. the big rain come. I shelter at
Furniiture shop while imagine the Manggarai song of: Sanda Wela
Bombang. I'm creative to fill empty time. I sing Manggarai song
while make gesture. I do it to fill the time. I can fill time with creative. When the rain try to subsides (reda) but still
come although little, I walk again. I on foot. I use jacket to
protect myself. The jacket wet. I use jacket until at Kramat station.
I pay Rp 2500 to Cakung station because I still have guarantee
card. The train come. I entrance. I get chair. I sit down. We transit
at jati Negara. We exit. I wait train to Cakung / bekasi. Almost 30
minutes wait. The train come. So many passanger. It is seem full. I
looking for place that possible to fill. I permission. I success
entrance. The other passenger of men make just as it. They push
the other passenger so get place to stand up. When train move
(bergerak) and jiggle (goncang) the good space create so not so
stempede (berdesak-desakan) on train. I stop at Cakung station. I pay
Rp 6.000 for parking area. Than I drive motor cycle to home. I'm
wander (heran) because In Harapan Indah no rain. I arrive safe. Thank
you Lord. Because get rain I get cold.
I take the photo (picture) on August 23, 2014 at Fuji Film of Matraman. They not complain because I late to take it.
Wednesday, August 13, 2014.
I arrive late at school of John
Paul School of Harapan Indah, Bekasi at 06:50 am. I late 5 minute
because the time work for teacher is 06:45 am. Today I go to Jakarta.
I permission to Mr. Ben Ayung as Primary Principal. Than I breakfast
at home. Than I start to Jakarta. I drive motor cycle to near Pondok
Ungu/ Aqua. I save my motor cycle on place of daycare motors
(tempat penitipan motor). Than I go to Harapan Indah shelter. I get
chair on busway. I entrance. The time almost at 15.00. The passanger
of busway only slightly (sedikit), only 10 passengers when start.
The busway is lux, may be because new lane (jalur). The journey
smooth. I transit at Pulo Gadung to go to Cempaka Indah or
Matraman to take my photo that I order on Monday, August 11,
2014. The time show at 16.00 pm. The activity at Cempaka Indah at
18:00. I'm shame if late, so I should be go to Cempaka Indah first
than go to Matraman (Fuji Film shop) to take my photo that wash /
print photo," I say in hear. If I go to Matraman (Fuji Film photo
studio) it is risk to me because potentially (berpotensi) to Let
to join on activity at Cempaka Indah. So, I decide to go to Cempaka
Putih Indah fisrt. I entrance to busway that go to Kalideres.I
get calling from Mr. Bernabas. He still go back from NTT to
holiday. "Where the place of busway to go to Cawang?" a people
of man ask me. "Here, " i say show. "Please transit at Cempaka Putih
Timur shelter," i say to him. The bus way to Jalideres come. We
entrance. This is old bus. The condition is hot. The iron of
door already rusty (berkarat). I ask time to labour people,
because the time on my mobile phone is error. We transit at Cempaka
Putih Timur. I lead people that go to Cawang. Please go to
straight until find shelter to UKI - Cawang - Cililitan," I say.
Okay" he said. He bring rice for his child that syat at Cawang.
His performance just as people from out Java. "Where from are
you?" I ask. "I'm from Cirebon," he said. I'm wonder because his
hair is curly (keriting), frightening (sangar) just as people
from Sulawesi/Ambon/NTT/ Papua. "Wow... people from Cirebon - west
Java there is that curly (keriting) too," I say in my heart. The
busway Tanjung Priuk -Cililitan come. I and the other
passengers entrance too. I stop at Cempaka Putih / Rawasari. Than I
on foot to Cempaka Indah complex. I arrive at 17:00 am. I have time
to rest. There I meet the other people, include security. We by
the way. I go to toilet at STF.
"The test at Stoa Room
at second floor," the notice on STF secretary. I dialog with Ms
Retno and some candidate of student. There are students that want to follow matriculation. The students that not from philosophy certificate should be join matriculation. I give the paper of evidence (bukti) payment of test Rp
700.000. "The other document already submit in last Monday, August 11,
2014," i say. She agrees. Than we are entrance to Stoa room. The
time show at 18:00. I try to cool myself. Than father Sudarminta, SY (?) come
to bring the material test. He is supervisor. He give explain about test. I do it. There are almost 18 candidates
students that join on test. There are 2 girls. The test about
"Socrates and Moral Reasoning". I try to work nicely. I try to
control my emotion and energy. I read the text nicely that try to
get the answer. I try to confidence. I'm relief (lega) because I
can do well. Almost 1 hour I do it. I write the words that I'm
not know in Bahasa Indonesia. Than I collect it. "How do we know the result of text, which media you use to give information to us, by phone or email? And when it?" we ask. "We will give information through email at least on August 20, 2014." Ms Retno said. Okay," we response. Than I prepare
myself to go back. My condition is still colds (pilek). I go to toilet. Than I go
back. I by pass Serong river. I ask the people about office of
groove (lurah / village (kelurahan) of Rawasari. The people show
it. I find it. Later I will come here to care (mengurus) my
identity card. Than I go to LIA shelter to get busway. I entrance.
The busway come. I entrance bus that go to Pulo Gadung. The bus
until at Pulo Gadung. Lucky me that still have busway to Harapan
Indah. I entrance. I'm still colds (pilek). I get sneezing (bersin)
at Bizpark, Cakung, JL. Raya Bekasi Timur. I make relection about
Manggarai rhymes (pantun)/ goet bundu: "Songa bokak, lako rabo,
buntar tuak, apa hitu? Wenang. This is the other side of sneezing
/ cold. I gent the Manggarai rhymes (Goet bundu). I get his idea on
20:45 pm, August 13, 2014.
I arrive at Harapan Indah at 22:00.
Than I on foot to place of daycare motors. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I
drive motor cycle to VMG. I arrive with save at home. I take a bath.
Than rest.
Monday, August 25, 2014.
I get up early.
Today I permission to go to Jakarta. I want to re - registration as student at STFD Jakarta. I permission to principal. Than I start may be at 13:00 . I go to house at VMG first. Than after lunch I start. I use motor cycle until Pondok Ungu / near Aqua. I save motor cycle at daycare motor cycle there. I save without get card. I try to believe to management of daycare motorcycle. Than I use busway. I go to shelter busway of Harapan Indah. I wait busway about 20 minutes. Than the busway come. I entrance. The busway start at 13:20 pm. I get chair to sit down. I arrive at 13:45 pm. Than I transit at Pulo Gadung. I entrance bus way to Cempaka Putih. The bus destination to Kali Deres. This is old bus. The iron rust, the nisy sound, the chair seem dirty, the chair of cork (gabus) is worn (robek), hot situation, former welder. I stop at shelter of RS Islam Cempaka Putih. I want to use Metromini 47. The bus still parking. I entrance. The bus still wait passanger. The situation so hot. I exit again.Please entrance. I stand up out to get fresh ait/"No need to exit again," driver say while bussy press mobile phone. He just as not care to passenger. The situation still hot in car. I wait when he start. The situation is less passengers. The driver hate to me. He start his car suddenly without say to me. He leave me. I accept it. I wait the other car of 47. The bus 47 come. I entrance. Not so long to wait. The bus start to Pondok Bambu. The way big jam at Cemaoaka Warna because still repair ditch (selokan) water. It is about 15 minutes. Than the bus start. I arrive at STFD. The time show at 14:30 pm. I entrance to secretary of campus. I meet with Ms Retno. I consultation with her abut re registration and payment of school fee. I'm worry because the salary not transfer yet, so no enough to pay school fee during 1 semester Rp 13.5000.000. "Ms can I pay twice about school fee? I pay Rp 10.000.000. nor and Rp 3.500.000, next month on the end of October," I say. "Okay, please write. Than I ask schedule of lecture and place. I got all it. Tahn I go to Rawasari to transfer money. I transfer Rp 10.000.000. I shoud be remember money to pay the other bill (tagihan) especially cooperation and assurance of Prudential. I give the slip transfer evidence (bukti) to Ms Retno. Than I go back. I come to Rawasari office of the village. I want to make identity card becausemy it already of date. "Please ask refence letter from RR/RW nad copy the old one. The time of work of staff at Rawasari the village , start at 98:00 - 16:00," he says. Than I exit. I want to go to CUBG office at Utan Kayu place. I go there. I walk by Pramuka LIA shelter path. On little path I meet dog. The dog want to bark me. I challeng (tantang) it. Evidently the dog afraid too. Than I go to Jl. Utan kayu. I looking for CUBG office. I'm fail to find it. Twice I search. I decide to go back to Bekasi. I by pass the same path of LIA - Prmuka. I entrance to shelter. I wait busway about 15 minuter. I see 2 girls. They bussy discuss situation work at abroad, may be at Chinenes / Hongkong. They stop at Arion. The bus stop at TU Gas. "Why stop here? make suffering passanger. Make the waste time for passengers," I complain in my heart. Than The busway to Pulo Gadung come. I entrance. I help ne passenger that want to transit at Pulo Gadung to Harapan Indah. Just as she not believe to me but I try to patient to guide her. Finally she get the way. I exit shelter for moment. I want to buy shoes. I buy shirt armpit Rp 10.000 and shoes at Ananda shoes Rp 35.000.. Than I go back to shelter Harapan Indah. I by pass place of passenger so the crew not suspicious (curiga) me. Evidently honest I say that I'm busway passenger but because I want to shooping for moment so I exit to did it than transit again to Harapan Indah. The busway come. The bus 0095. The bus have 27 sheet. The time show 17:13.The passenger 13 persons, men 5, girls 8, crew 2; driver and his helper The situation big jamm. At Jl. Raya Bekasi at after PTC, I see women that arrange traffic. She have big body / fat. There is bus 51 (Pulo Gadung - Bekasi - jamm. There are aome people oush it to give way to the other bus. The bus 51 parking near Pertamina. The Bus Pahala Kencana abd the other bus / car / motor cycle that queue run. We arrive at Harapan Indah shelter. Allpassenger stop there. I on foot to place of daycare motor cycle. it is save / safe. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle to home. I come to school to finger print. The time show at 19.00. Than I go to home.
I get up early.
Today I permission to go to Jakarta. I want to re - registration as student at STFD Jakarta. I permission to principal. Than I start may be at 13:00 . I go to house at VMG first. Than after lunch I start. I use motor cycle until Pondok Ungu / near Aqua. I save motor cycle at daycare motor cycle there. I save without get card. I try to believe to management of daycare motorcycle. Than I use busway. I go to shelter busway of Harapan Indah. I wait busway about 20 minutes. Than the busway come. I entrance. The busway start at 13:20 pm. I get chair to sit down. I arrive at 13:45 pm. Than I transit at Pulo Gadung. I entrance bus way to Cempaka Putih. The bus destination to Kali Deres. This is old bus. The iron rust, the nisy sound, the chair seem dirty, the chair of cork (gabus) is worn (robek), hot situation, former welder. I stop at shelter of RS Islam Cempaka Putih. I want to use Metromini 47. The bus still parking. I entrance. The bus still wait passanger. The situation so hot. I exit again.Please entrance. I stand up out to get fresh ait/"No need to exit again," driver say while bussy press mobile phone. He just as not care to passenger. The situation still hot in car. I wait when he start. The situation is less passengers. The driver hate to me. He start his car suddenly without say to me. He leave me. I accept it. I wait the other car of 47. The bus 47 come. I entrance. Not so long to wait. The bus start to Pondok Bambu. The way big jam at Cemaoaka Warna because still repair ditch (selokan) water. It is about 15 minutes. Than the bus start. I arrive at STFD. The time show at 14:30 pm. I entrance to secretary of campus. I meet with Ms Retno. I consultation with her abut re registration and payment of school fee. I'm worry because the salary not transfer yet, so no enough to pay school fee during 1 semester Rp 13.5000.000. "Ms can I pay twice about school fee? I pay Rp 10.000.000. nor and Rp 3.500.000, next month on the end of October," I say. "Okay, please write. Than I ask schedule of lecture and place. I got all it. Tahn I go to Rawasari to transfer money. I transfer Rp 10.000.000. I shoud be remember money to pay the other bill (tagihan) especially cooperation and assurance of Prudential. I give the slip transfer evidence (bukti) to Ms Retno. Than I go back. I come to Rawasari office of the village. I want to make identity card becausemy it already of date. "Please ask refence letter from RR/RW nad copy the old one. The time of work of staff at Rawasari the village , start at 98:00 - 16:00," he says. Than I exit. I want to go to CUBG office at Utan Kayu place. I go there. I walk by Pramuka LIA shelter path. On little path I meet dog. The dog want to bark me. I challeng (tantang) it. Evidently the dog afraid too. Than I go to Jl. Utan kayu. I looking for CUBG office. I'm fail to find it. Twice I search. I decide to go back to Bekasi. I by pass the same path of LIA - Prmuka. I entrance to shelter. I wait busway about 15 minuter. I see 2 girls. They bussy discuss situation work at abroad, may be at Chinenes / Hongkong. They stop at Arion. The bus stop at TU Gas. "Why stop here? make suffering passanger. Make the waste time for passengers," I complain in my heart. Than The busway to Pulo Gadung come. I entrance. I help ne passenger that want to transit at Pulo Gadung to Harapan Indah. Just as she not believe to me but I try to patient to guide her. Finally she get the way. I exit shelter for moment. I want to buy shoes. I buy shirt armpit Rp 10.000 and shoes at Ananda shoes Rp 35.000.. Than I go back to shelter Harapan Indah. I by pass place of passenger so the crew not suspicious (curiga) me. Evidently honest I say that I'm busway passenger but because I want to shooping for moment so I exit to did it than transit again to Harapan Indah. The busway come. The bus 0095. The bus have 27 sheet. The time show 17:13.The passenger 13 persons, men 5, girls 8, crew 2; driver and his helper The situation big jamm. At Jl. Raya Bekasi at after PTC, I see women that arrange traffic. She have big body / fat. There is bus 51 (Pulo Gadung - Bekasi - jamm. There are aome people oush it to give way to the other bus. The bus 51 parking near Pertamina. The Bus Pahala Kencana abd the other bus / car / motor cycle that queue run. We arrive at Harapan Indah shelter. Allpassenger stop there. I on foot to place of daycare motor cycle. it is save / safe. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive motor cycle to home. I come to school to finger print. The time show at 19.00. Than I go to home.
Sunday, August 26, 2014.
The first day of lecture. I I permission at school to exit earlier from school. I permission to Principal of Primary, Mr. Ben. Than I start. I start at 14:00.I go to home first. I'm lunch. Than I start to Pondok ungu use motor cycle. I save motor cycle at house daycare motor cycle. Than I use busway. I on foot while tun to busway shelter of Harapan Indah. I ......
Than we start. I transit at Pulo Gadung shelter. I use bus transjakarta to Cempaka Putih. I decide to stop at Cempaka Putih Tengah shelter tahn use Metromini 47. The Metromini 47 come. I entrance. There is jam at Cempaka Warna. Than smooth. I stop at red lamp Jembatan Serong. I entrance to STFD, The time show at 16:45?
"For first lecturer - Mr. Dr. Frangky Budi He is sick," Ms Retno said. Than I entrance to lecture room. There is Manggarai people. He is Mr. Adi. We by the way. We talk about our culture, Manggaarai. "I interesant to culture so I decide to lecture here," I say. "It is good," he said. 1,5 hours finish . Than the second lecture. This is Filsafat Ilmu. The lecturer is Ms Dr. Karlina Supelli. She explain nicely.
I feel tired. When go back I by pass Kali Serong - Jl. Pramuka Sari I - Lia - Pramuka - shelter . I wait busway. Than I got. I feel tired, exhausted. May be because no drink water. During lecture no drink, no food . We transit at TU Gas. I'm disappointed when stop there, not direct to Gulo Gadung because it is waste time for passengers. Why management transjakarta just as it? The management staff want good for them but the passenger get suffer. May be 20-30 minutes there. Than busway to Pulo Gadung come. I entrance. Than transit at Pulo Gadung. I want to Harapan Indah. The bus come. We wait bus. My situation exhausted (kelelahan) but it less when someone dialog with me. He is Mr. Efendy. He invite and ask me to stop smoke. Since child no smoke," I say. I stop smoking since 17 years ago. I stop based on awarness of myself that care to health. We by the way. We introduce ourself. He is from Padang, West Sumatra but stay at Manggarai, South Jakarta. "I'm from Manggarai but Manggarai in Flores. "I talk to him about Manggarai History. There are ancient of Manggarai people from Minangkabau," I say. He astonish. "I know some language: Padang, English, Arab, Indonesian." he says. Do you have family that Moslem? he ask to me. :Yes, I have Moslem family because merried with Moslem people. I talk to him about the Legand of Minagkabau: "Fight of buffalo. The Miangkabau buffalo that win. It 's war between Majapahit vs Pararujung (Minangkabau / Padang). The buffalo from Majapahit - big kingdom of Java - is male buffalo that fat and big. How strategic to win? They use the small buffalo that still breastfeeding (menyusui). The small buffalo exile (diasingkan) from his parent in order to he is hungry and passion to desire to it. When time fighting come, thry put knives on small buffalo horn (tanduk). The little buffalo move agile (lincah) to get suck. The small buffallo think the scrotum of big buffalo is suck. He come to suck it while heading (menyundul) the stomach. The male buffallo injury, than death. Majapahit lose, Pagarujung (Minangkabau) win. It is the story about Minangkabau - PADANG. tHAN THE BUSWAY to Harapan Indah come. We entrance. In car we by the way. Me. Effendy want to Hotel of ....... Bekasi. He want to accmpany his wife that training there. I give guding to him to reach the Hoten.... Bekasi. Than I use mootor cycle. We stop at Harapan Indah shelter. I take motor cycle. I drive motor cycle to home. I cook food. Than I go to school to finger print. Than I go back to home. Than rest.
Tuesday, September 16, 2014. I try to finish translate book of Humanism and Religion, chapter 2, Patristik Humanism. I absent to lecture to do this. I eat at "restaurant" of margin road at Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda - HI - Bekasi. I eat chicken soup. I pay Rp 11.000. Than I go back to school. I try to finish it. In this case, do do big mistake namely: not save as the file that I open from email. I finish to do my translate but not print out. I want to sent through email. I close the Microsoft Word file in order to can sent trough attachment. Than when I open again........wow........ no find. It is lose because I do it on email file that can not save on file memory permanent because sent on temporary memory. Wow..... I'm fail.... I try to set my mental in order to not down. I know my mistake is not save as the file that I take from email. I continue to do work on file that still running on email without save as it than I close the progran of Microsoft Word. The recent work no save by computer because I'm not save on permanent memory but work on temporary memory and when the program close, it is lose. I 'm very regret to myself. Before it I have the positive attitude to myself and I say it on thanksgiving to God but on long limit time I find myself that make big mistake make my mental down. But I try to set my mental in order to not down. I try to still positive myself. "Rise up". It is opportunity to you. "Do the others task," my soul say to myself. I do the other work. I make job to students that become matterail for learn for student Primmary 1 -5 during I go to Sukabumi to accompany Primary 6 for retret. I do it nicely. I'm proud although the shodow (bayang-bayang) fail of material that lose still spark (terpercik) on mind of memory. Once more again. I try to set my mental. I try to rise up. I'm regret because the work that I do with concentrate during almost 10 hours not safe alias lose. How do you set your mental when fail / mistake just as this experience? Do you strong? What princip do you use in order to still hold and life with happy and success? I accept and peace myself. I go home on 02:30. Mr. Rojali and Mr....... ask me to buy coffee. I'm not service them. My heart still broken. I arrive at home. I arrange bag and dress for go to retret to Sukabumi. Than on 05:30 am I get up. I take a bath. In school the student and team already tidy up. I'm late. Mr. Beny Ayung - Principal - address me. "Sir this is your responsibility. Please creative and proactive. Musn't make your team is complain because not work as team," he says. Wow... this is seem stabbing (menusuk) and sharp. I just as lose my confidence. I go to Ms Cathreen room to ask what that I can help. Her face just as show angry because I'm just as not support her. I aware it. I go back to bus. On 07:16 we start. Mr. Beny Ayung release (melepaskan) we are in car. Mr. Bento, Ms Dwi, Ms Cathreen and I accompany students (44 persons) to Sukabumi. We use blue bird. We use one bus. In bus we wantch film. Mr. Cathreen prepare about it. We by pass JPS - Harapan Indah - Tall Cakung - Tall Lingkar Luar - JORR - Jatiwarna - Bambu Apus - Cibibur. We stop at Cibubur. We go to toilet there. It is free charge (gratis). The big jam. We by pass Bogor - Caribgin - Wisma Kinasih Km 16 /17 - Cimande - Cicurug - Lido - We stop to go to toilet. May be it is Cicurug - Cikole - . We arrive at Sukabumi at 13:30. Our journey during 5,5 hours. We entrance to retret house.
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I do my task about translate book of Humanism and Religion on Tuesday, September 24, 2014. I'm absent to lecture today. I eat for supper at "restaurant" (food stalls = warung makan) of margin road at Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda - HI - Bekasi. I eat chicken soup. I pay Rp 11.000. Than I go back to school. I try to try to finish my work but can not because so many. I try to remember my mistake when do it. I go back on 33:45 pm. Wow... so long. Who the trick to make easy this problem? Do you find idea for solution this case? On final result, I fail for this courses (mata kuliah).
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