UNTUK MENGETAHUI BUTUH WAKTU

 Pekan ke - 2 September 2014. Sekitar tanggal 11- 13 September 2014. Aku pulang kuliah  dari STFD, Jakarta. Selepas turun dari  angkot o4 - Rawasari - Salemba. Saya berjalan menuju  Stasiun Kramat. Saya  kebelet pipis. Saya menemukan toilet. Toiletnya  bersih, neces. Adakomponen  menarik. Seperangkat pipa besi yang dihubungkan dengan toilet. Saya sering menemukannya di tempat lain karena itu memang perlengkapan penting di kamar mandi. Di tempat lain saya  acuhkan saja  barang itu. Jujur, saya tak pernah menyentuhnya. Saya tak tahu apa fungsinya. Selama ini saya tak mempersoalkannya. Bagi saya  itupun tak menjadi masalah. Nah... baru  saat ini... besi itu   menjadi masalah: saya  tahu  fungsinya. Pipa  besi  itu  untuk mengalirkan air  untuk membersihkan  toilet. Itu fungsinya. "Tekan tuas  ke  atas  untuk menyiram" demikian instruksi yang ada. Baru di sini saya dapat pencerahan. Ternya  fungsi  barang   untuk menyiram toilet. Wow...... Betapa  saya  terlambat tahu. UNTUK MENGETAHUI  BUTUH  WAKTU.

dISALIN  DI  jps,29 sEPTEMBER 2014.

REGISTRI AT STFD

Monday, August 11, 2014  I came  to STFD Jakarta to  registration as student.  I arrive on injury time there at 14.45. Lucky I decide exact, come use train not by bus  from Cakung to Jakarta. After  use  train I advanced my journey with transport APB 04, from Kramat  to Rawasari. Today is  the  end  day to registration.  Wow../ I  success  to  registration. I fill  the  form, submit photo (my picture / image), and sertificate of scolar. I dialog  with Ms Retno. Than I pay Rp 500.000 (?) for registration. I tranfer  it at Rawasari. We  dialog. "About  identity card (KTP) later because I still  mismanagement (urus) it. I only bring the old identity card that already  completed the period validity (habis masa berlaku) aka (alias) out  of  date. About  photo still  process too.  Can all  it following (menyusul)?? I ask to Ms Retno as administration staff  graduate (pasca sarjana) of  Philosophy. "Okay," she  said. I'm  relief (lega). Than I go to Rawasari to transfer fee  of  test (Rp 500.000? 700.000?). Than I submit to Ms Retno. "Please  come to  test on Wednesday, August 13, 2014 at 18:00. It  is  entrance  test. The entrance test about English," she  said." kay, Ms Retno. I will  come," I say. Than exit. I'm happy because can registration.

Monday, August 11, 2014.

I go to Jakarta. I permission to Mr. Ben as Primary principal. I drive  motor cycle. I save  it  at Cakung station. I put  motor cycle on open  space. So  when the  rain come  it  is  get  wet. I mistake  to  make  decide.  Than I  use  train.  I stop  at Jatinegara  station. I transit  to the  other  train. I want to Kramat. I stop Kramat station  that  use transport of  04 (APB 04)  to  STFD. I pay Rp 2.000. I entrance  to STFD  campus. I arrive  at 14:45 pm.  I dialog with Ms Retno.  I  arrive  on injury time. Lucky still  enough time. Than I go around Cempaka Putih to looking  for place to wash photo / wash  cliche (klise) photo. I on foot. In red lamp  Mardani  I meet  with Mr.Nando. He  drive  motor cycle. We  by  the  way. "Where is  place to wash cleche photo here?" I ask  him. It  is  at Matraman," he  answer. "Okay," I answer.  In last  time in Jl. Percetakan negara available  it  but  already  close  now," I say in my heart. Than I on foot to Matraman. I by pass  Percetakan negara region, Pasar Genjing, Pasar Pramuka, Matraman (near Busway shelter Busway). Mr. Nando  go to Matraman to  give  trining  about  Cricket . Mr. Nando  is coach of  Cricket  of  Jakarta Province.  I entrance to Fuji Film Matraman. I pay  Rp 100.000. "Please you take  tomorrow," the Fuji Film  crew said. " Can I take  on  Wednesday, August 13, 2014? I ask. "Okay," they answer. Than I exit. In this afternoon  the  sky around Jakarta  is  cloudly. Than the  rain  come. I  shelter (berteduh) at Fuji  and Seven Eleven. I see  people  come  to  this  palace  while bring  social media. On seven Eleven there  is  Free  Wifi. The  big  rain  come. I wait the  rain  stop to go back  to  Bekasi. The  rain so  long. When stop foe  while I  start. I on foot  to  Kramat station. When I arrive at Shop Furniture, near Pramuka Pasar/ market, the  rain  come  again. The  time show  at 18:00  pm. the  big  rain  come. I shelter at  Furniiture shop while  imagine the Manggarai  song  of: Sanda  Wela  Bombang. I'm  creative  to fill  empty  time. I sing  Manggarai  song  while make  gesture. I do it to fill the time. I can fill time  with  creative.  When the  rain try to  subsides (reda)  but  still  come  although little, I walk again. I on foot. I use  jacket  to  protect myself. The jacket  wet. I use  jacket until at Kramat  station. I pay Rp 2500  to Cakung station  because  I still  have guarantee card. The  train come. I entrance. I get chair. I sit  down.  We transit at jati Negara. We exit. I wait  train to  Cakung / bekasi. Almost 30 minutes  wait. The  train  come. So many passanger. It  is  seem full. I looking for  place  that possible to fill. I permission. I success  entrance. The  other  passenger  of  men  make  just  as  it. They  push the  other passenger so get  place  to  stand  up. When train  move (bergerak) and jiggle (goncang) the good  space create so  not  so  stempede (berdesak-desakan)  on train. I stop at Cakung  station.  I pay Rp 6.000 for parking area.  Than I drive motor cycle to home. I'm wander (heran) because In Harapan Indah  no rain.  I arrive  safe. Thank you Lord.  Because  get  rain I get  cold.

Note:
I take  the photo (picture) on August 23, 2014  at  Fuji  Film  of  Matraman. They not  complain because I late  to take  it.

Wednesday, August 13, 2014.

I arrive  late  at school  of John Paul School of  Harapan Indah, Bekasi  at  06:50 am. I late  5 minute  because  the time work for  teacher  is 06:45 am. Today I go to Jakarta. I permission to Mr. Ben Ayung as Primary Principal.  Than I breakfast  at  home. Than I start  to  Jakarta. I drive  motor cycle to near Pondok Ungu/ Aqua. I save  my  motor cycle  on place  of  daycare  motors (tempat penitipan motor). Than I go to Harapan Indah shelter. I get chair on   busway. I entrance. The  time  almost at 15.00. The passanger of busway only  slightly (sedikit), only 10 passengers when start.  The  busway is  lux, may be  because  new  lane (jalur). The  journey smooth. I transit at Pulo Gadung   to go to  Cempaka  Indah  or  Matraman  to  take  my photo that  I order  on  Monday,  August 11, 2014. The  time  show at 16.00 pm. The activity  at Cempaka Indah at 18:00. I'm  shame  if  late, so  I should be go to Cempaka Indah first  than  go to Matraman (Fuji Film shop)  to  take  my photo  that wash / print  photo," I say  in hear. If I go to Matraman (Fuji Film  photo studio)  it  is  risk to me because potentially (berpotensi)  to  Let  to  join on activity  at  Cempaka  Indah. So, I decide to  go to Cempaka Putih Indah  fisrt. I entrance  to  busway  that  go to Kalideres.I get  calling  from Mr. Bernabas. He  still go back  from NTT  to  holiday.  "Where  the place of  busway   to  go  to Cawang?" a people of  man  ask  me. "Here, " i say  show. "Please transit at Cempaka Putih Timur  shelter," i say  to  him. The  bus way to Jalideres  come. We entrance.  This  is  old  bus. The  condition is  hot.  The  iron of  door  already  rusty (berkarat). I ask  time  to  labour   people, because the time on my  mobile phone is error.  We  transit  at  Cempaka Putih Timur. I lead  people that go to  Cawang. Please  go  to  straight  until find  shelter  to UKI - Cawang - Cililitan," I say. Okay" he  said. He  bring rice  for  his  child  that  syat  at Cawang. His  performance  just  as  people  from  out  Java. "Where  from are  you?" I ask. "I'm  from  Cirebon," he  said.  I'm  wonder  because  his  hair  is  curly (keriting), frightening (sangar)  just  as  people  from Sulawesi/Ambon/NTT/ Papua. "Wow... people  from Cirebon - west Java  there  is  that  curly (keriting) too," I say  in my heart. The busway  Tanjung Priuk -Cililitan  come.   I   and  the  other  passengers  entrance  too.  I stop at Cempaka Putih / Rawasari.  Than I on foot to Cempaka Indah  complex. I arrive  at 17:00 am.  I have time to  rest. There  I meet   the  other  people, include  security. We  by  the  way. I go  to  toilet  at  STF.

"The  test  at  Stoa Room at  second  floor," the  notice on STF secretary.  I dialog  with Ms Retno  and some  candidate of student. There are students that  want to follow matriculation. The students that not  from philosophy  certificate  should be join matriculation.  I give  the paper  of  evidence (bukti) payment  of  test Rp 700.000. "The  other document already submit  in last Monday, August 11, 2014," i  say. She agrees. Than we are entrance  to Stoa room. The  time  show  at 18:00. I try to cool myself. Than    father  Sudarminta, SY (?)  come  to  bring  the material test. He is supervisor. He give explain about test.  I do it. There are  almost 18 candidates students  that  join on test. There are 2 girls.  The test  about  "Socrates and Moral Reasoning". I try  to  work nicely. I try  to  control my emotion  and energy. I read  the  text nicely that  try  to  get  the  answer. I try  to confidence.  I'm  relief (lega) because I can do well. Almost 1 hour  I  do  it. I write  the  words  that I'm  not  know  in Bahasa  Indonesia. Than I collect  it. "How do we know the  result of text, which media you use to give information to us, by phone  or email? And  when it?" we ask. "We will give  information through email at least on  August 20, 2014." Ms Retno said. Okay," we  response.  Than I prepare  myself to go back. My condition is  still  colds (pilek). I go to toilet. Than I go back. I by pass  Serong  river. I ask the  people  about  office  of  groove (lurah / village (kelurahan)  of  Rawasari. The  people  show  it.  I  find  it. Later  I  will  come  here  to  care (mengurus) my identity card. Than I go to  LIA shelter  to  get  busway. I entrance. The  busway  come. I entrance bus that go   to  Pulo Gadung.  The  bus  until  at Pulo Gadung.  Lucky me that still have  busway  to  Harapan Indah. I entrance. I'm still colds (pilek). I get  sneezing (bersin)  at  Bizpark, Cakung, JL. Raya Bekasi Timur. I make  relection  about   Manggarai  rhymes (pantun)/ goet   bundu: "Songa  bokak, lako rabo, buntar tuak, apa  hitu? Wenang.  This  is the  other  side  of  sneezing / cold. I  gent the Manggarai rhymes (Goet  bundu). I get  his  idea on 20:45 pm, August 13, 2014.

I arrive  at Harapan Indah at 22:00. Than I on foot  to place of daycare motors. I pay Rp 3.000. Than I drive  motor cycle to  VMG. I arrive with save  at  home. I take a bath. Than rest.

Monday, August 25, 2014.

I get up early.
Today I permission to go to  Jakarta. I want to re - registration as  student at  STFD Jakarta.  I permission to principal. Than I start may be at 13:00 . I go to house  at VMG first. Than after lunch I start. I use  motor cycle until Pondok Ungu / near Aqua. I save  motor cycle at daycare motor cycle there. I save  without  get  card. I  try to believe to management of daycare motorcycle.  Than I use busway. I go to shelter busway of Harapan Indah. I wait busway about 20 minutes. Than the busway come. I entrance. The busway start at  13:20 pm. I get chair to sit down. I arrive at 13:45 pm.  Than I transit at Pulo Gadung. I entrance bus way to Cempaka Putih. The bus destination to Kali Deres. This is old bus. The iron rust, the nisy sound, the chair seem dirty, the chair of cork (gabus)  is worn (robek), hot situation, former welder.  I stop at  shelter of  RS Islam Cempaka Putih. I want to  use  Metromini 47. The bus still parking. I entrance. The bus still wait passanger. The situation so hot. I exit again.Please entrance. I stand up out  to  get  fresh ait/"No need to exit again,"  driver  say  while bussy press  mobile  phone. He  just as  not  care to passenger. The situation still hot  in car. I wait  when he start. The situation is less  passengers. The  driver hate to me. He  start  his  car  suddenly  without  say  to me. He  leave  me. I accept  it. I wait  the  other  car  of  47. The  bus   47  come. I entrance. Not so  long  to wait. The bus start to  Pondok Bambu.  The way big jam at Cemaoaka Warna because still repair  ditch (selokan) water.  It  is about 15 minutes. Than  the bus  start. I arrive at STFD. The  time show at 14:30 pm. I entrance to secretary of  campus. I meet with Ms Retno. I consultation with her  abut re  registration    and  payment of school fee. I'm worry because the salary not  transfer yet, so no enough to pay school fee during 1 semester Rp  13.5000.000. "Ms can I pay twice about school fee? I pay Rp 10.000.000. nor  and Rp 3.500.000, next month on the end  of  October," I say. "Okay, please write. Than I ask schedule of lecture  and  place. I got all it. Tahn I go to Rawasari to transfer money. I transfer Rp 10.000.000. I shoud be remember money to pay the other  bill (tagihan) especially cooperation and assurance of Prudential.  I give the slip transfer evidence (bukti) to Ms  Retno. Than I go back. I come to Rawasari office of  the village. I want  to make identity card becausemy it already of  date. "Please ask refence letter  from RR/RW  nad copy the old one. The  time  of  work of  staff at Rawasari the village , start at 98:00 - 16:00," he says. Than I exit. I want to  go to CUBG  office  at  Utan Kayu  place. I go there. I walk by Pramuka LIA shelter path. On little path I meet dog. The  dog want  to bark me. I  challeng (tantang)  it. Evidently the  dog afraid  too.  Than I go to Jl. Utan kayu. I looking  for CUBG office. I'm  fail to  find  it. Twice I search. I decide to go back to Bekasi. I by pass  the  same  path of LIA - Prmuka. I  entrance to shelter. I wait busway about 15 minuter. I see 2 girls. They bussy discuss situation work at abroad, may be at Chinenes / Hongkong. They  stop at Arion.  The bus stop at TU Gas. "Why stop here? make suffering passanger. Make the waste time for passengers," I complain in my heart.  Than The busway to Pulo Gadung come. I entrance. I help ne passenger  that want  to transit at  Pulo Gadung to Harapan Indah. Just as  she  not  believe to me but I  try to  patient  to  guide  her. Finally  she  get  the  way. I exit  shelter  for moment. I want  to buy shoes. I buy  shirt armpit  Rp 10.000  and shoes at Ananda shoes Rp  35.000.. Than I go back to shelter Harapan Indah. I by pass place of passenger so the  crew  not  suspicious (curiga)  me. Evidently honest I say that I'm busway passenger  but  because I want to shooping  for  moment  so I exit to  did  it  than  transit  again to  Harapan Indah. The busway  come. The  bus 0095. The bus have 27 sheet. The time show 17:13.The passenger 13 persons, men 5, girls 8, crew 2; driver  and  his  helper The situation big  jamm. At Jl. Raya Bekasi at  after PTC, I see  women that arrange  traffic. She  have  big  body / fat.  There is  bus 51 (Pulo Gadung - Bekasi - jamm. There  are  aome  people oush it  to  give way to the  other  bus. The  bus 51  parking near Pertamina. The Bus Pahala Kencana abd  the  other  bus / car / motor cycle that queue  run. We arrive  at Harapan Indah shelter. Allpassenger  stop there. I on foot  to place of  daycare motor cycle. it  is  save / safe. I pay Rp  3.000. Than I drive motor cycle  to home. I come to school to finger  print. The  time  show  at 19.00. Than I go to home.

Sunday, August 26, 2014.

The first day of lecture. I I permission at school to exit earlier from school. I permission to Principal of Primary, Mr. Ben. Than  I start. I start at 14:00.I go to  home first. I'm  lunch. Than I start to Pondok ungu use motor cycle.  I save motor cycle at house daycare motor cycle. Than I use busway. I on foot  while  tun to busway shelter of Harapan  Indah.  I ......

Than we start. I  transit at  Pulo Gadung  shelter. I use bus transjakarta to Cempaka Putih. I decide to stop at Cempaka Putih Tengah shelter tahn use  Metromini 47.  The Metromini 47 come. I entrance. There is jam at Cempaka Warna.  Than smooth. I stop at red lamp Jembatan Serong.  I entrance to STFD, The time show at 16:45? 

"For first lecturer - Mr. Dr. Frangky Budi He is sick," Ms Retno said. Than I entrance to lecture room. There is Manggarai people. He is Mr. Adi. We by the way. We talk about  our culture, Manggaarai. "I interesant to culture so I decide to lecture here," I say. "It is good," he said. 1,5 hours  finish . Than the second lecture. This  is  Filsafat Ilmu. The lecturer is Ms Dr. Karlina Supelli.  She explain nicely. 

I feel tired. When  go back  I by pass Kali Serong - Jl. Pramuka Sari  I - Lia - Pramuka - shelter . I wait  busway. Than I got. I feel  tired, exhausted. May be  because no drink water. During lecture no drink, no food . We transit at TU  Gas. I'm disappointed when stop there, not direct to Gulo Gadung because it is waste  time  for passengers. Why management transjakarta  just  as  it? The management staff want  good  for  them but the passenger get suffer.  May be 20-30 minutes there. Than busway to Pulo Gadung come. I entrance. Than  transit at Pulo Gadung. I want  to Harapan Indah. The bus  come. We wait bus. My situation exhausted (kelelahan) but it  less when someone dialog with me. He is Mr. Efendy. He invite and ask me to stop smoke. Since child no smoke," I say. I stop smoking since 17 years ago. I stop based on  awarness of myself that care to health. We by the way. We introduce ourself. He  is  from Padang, West Sumatra but stay at Manggarai, South Jakarta. "I'm  from Manggarai but  Manggarai in Flores. "I talk to him about Manggarai History. There are ancient of Manggarai people  from Minangkabau," I say. He astonish.  "I know some language: Padang, English, Arab, Indonesian." he says. Do you have family that Moslem? he ask to me. :Yes, I have Moslem family because merried with Moslem people.  I talk to him about the Legand  of Minagkabau: "Fight of  buffalo. The Miangkabau buffalo that win. It 's war between Majapahit  vs Pararujung (Minangkabau / Padang). The buffalo from Majapahit - big kingdom  of Java - is  male buffalo  that fat and big. How strategic to win? They use the small  buffalo that still  breastfeeding (menyusui). The small buffalo  exile (diasingkan) from his parent in order to he is hungry   and  passion  to desire  to  it. When time fighting come, thry  put knives on  small buffalo  horn (tanduk).  The little buffalo move  agile (lincah) to get suck. The small buffallo  think the scrotum of  big buffalo  is suck. He come to  suck it  while  heading (menyundul) the stomach. The male buffallo injury, than  death. Majapahit lose, Pagarujung  (Minangkabau)  win. It is  the story about Minangkabau - PADANG.  tHAN THE BUSWAY  to Harapan Indah come. We entrance. In car we by the way. Me. Effendy want to  Hotel of ....... Bekasi. He want to accmpany his  wife  that  training there. I give  guding to him to reach the  Hoten.... Bekasi. Than I use mootor cycle.  We stop at Harapan Indah shelter. I take motor cycle. I drive motor cycle to home. I cook food. Than I go to school to finger  print. Than I go back to home. Than rest.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014. I try to finish  translate book of  Humanism and  Religion, chapter 2, Patristik Humanism. I absent to lecture to  do  this. I eat at "restaurant"  of margin road  at Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda - HI - Bekasi. I eat chicken soup. I pay Rp 11.000. Than I go back to school. I try to finish it. In this  case, do do big  mistake namely: not  save as the file that I open  from email. I finish to do my translate but not print out. I want to sent through email. I close the Microsoft Word  file in order to can  sent trough attachment. Than when I open again........wow........ no  find. It  is  lose  because I do it   on email file that can not save on file memory permanent  because sent on temporary  memory. Wow..... I'm fail.... I try to set my mental in order to  not  down. I know  my  mistake is  not save as the  file that I take from  email. I continue to do work on file that still running on email  without   save  as  it  than I close the  progran of Microsoft Word. The recent work no save  by  computer because I'm not  save  on permanent memory but work on  temporary memory and  when  the  program close, it  is  lose.  I 'm very regret to myself. Before it I have the positive attitude to myself  and  I say it on thanksgiving to God  but on  long limit  time  I find myself  that make big  mistake make  my mental  down. But  I try to set  my mental in order to  not  down. I try to  still positive myself. "Rise up". It  is opportunity to you. "Do  the  others  task," my soul say to myself. I do the other work. I make job to students that become matterail for learn   for  student Primmary 1 -5  during I go to Sukabumi to accompany Primary 6 for retret.  I do it  nicely. I'm  proud although the  shodow (bayang-bayang) fail of material that  lose still spark (terpercik) on  mind of  memory. Once  more again. I try to set my mental. I try to rise up. I'm regret  because  the  work that I do with concentrate  during almost 10 hours not  safe alias  lose. How do you  set  your mental when fail / mistake  just as  this experience? Do you strong? What princip do you use in order to  still  hold  and  life  with happy and  success?  I accept   and  peace  myself.  I go  home on 02:30. Mr. Rojali and Mr....... ask me to buy coffee. I'm not  service  them. My heart  still  broken. I arrive  at home. I arrange  bag  and  dress  for  go to retret to Sukabumi. Than on 05:30 am  I get  up.  I take a bath. In school  the  student  and team already tidy up. I'm  late. Mr. Beny Ayung - Principal - address me. "Sir this  is  your responsibility. Please  creative and  proactive. Musn't  make  your  team is complain because not  work as  team," he  says. Wow... this  is  seem  stabbing (menusuk)  and  sharp.  I just as lose my confidence. I go to Ms Cathreen room to ask  what that I can  help. Her  face  just as show angry  because I'm  just  as  not  support  her. I aware  it. I go back to  bus. On 07:16 we  start. Mr. Beny Ayung  release (melepaskan) we are  in car. Mr. Bento, Ms Dwi, Ms Cathreen  and  I accompany students (44 persons)  to Sukabumi.  We use  blue  bird. We  use  one  bus. In bus  we  wantch film. Mr. Cathreen  prepare  about  it. We by pass JPS - Harapan Indah -  Tall Cakung - Tall Lingkar Luar - JORR - Jatiwarna - Bambu Apus - Cibibur. We stop at Cibubur. We go to toilet  there. It  is  free charge  (gratis).  The big  jam. We by pass Bogor - Caribgin - Wisma Kinasih Km 16 /17 - Cimande - Cicurug - Lido - We  stop to go to toilet. May  be  it  is  Cicurug -  Cikole - . We arrive  at Sukabumi  at  13:30. Our  journey during 5,5 hours. We  entrance to retret house.

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I do my task about  translate book of Humanism and Religion  on  Tuesday, September 24, 2014. I'm absent to lecture today. I eat  for  supper  at "restaurant"  (food stalls = warung makan)  of margin road  at Rawa Indah - Patung Kuda - HI - Bekasi. I eat chicken soup. I pay Rp 11.000. Than I go back to school. I try to  try  to  finish my work but  can not  because  so  many. I try to remember my mistake when  do  it. I go back on 33:45 pm. Wow... so  long. Who  the  trick to make  easy  this  problem? Do you  find  idea  for solution this  case?  On   final result, I fail for this courses (mata kuliah).